fall for him.

today..
awkward..
hahahhaah...

ari nih tetibe aku bleh g library sesorang..
busan wehh..
dah la x tido..

sumpah mate rabak..

hahahahaha..
i fall for him.

ari neh ok je..
ade la saket ati here and there..
but almost ok..


ntah la.. aku maleh nk expect lebeh2..
yg mane x ok, ok kn je lah..
ape yg aku takot..
sume bende neh patah balek kt aku..
so x yah la nk bongkak sgt.
kalu tuhan nk tunjuk, Die tunjuk gak kn??
we just can wait and see.
craving for hope to shine again.
kalu betul.. what can i say??
x kn nk tolak takdir kot.
accept it and let it go.
tau la bukan sng..
tp berharap je la yg kite boleh buat..
kalu x, bersyukur..
its all mine.
tp kne gak be aware of some shitters.

hhahaahaha...
dah la.. maleh dah aku neh..
ape nk jadi, jadi je la...
aku trime..
:D

involving chaos

21. 02. 09
tido lambat..
so bgun pon lambat..
hari ni ari sabtu..
so??
tido g besh...

x kuar mane2 pon..
keje tido memanjang..
sumpah palotak neh dah jd bengap gila.
bhahahaahah...

x bleh blah tgh mlm..
we were ym-ing..
die neh gile gak rupe nye..
hahaha...
bnyk bende kitorang sembang..
we have so much in common.
girl, sore u sexay bahh...
:D

hahahahaaha....
she is so sweet..

we haven't see eye to eye yet..
but i'm looking forward to meet her.

she's effe :D

then i found this amazing song..
sbb bru td je tgk princess diaries..
besh bodo lgu neh..
mampos ar nk ckp ape..

bhahahahahaha....

x yah nk metal sgtttttttttt...........

:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B15zFNxydm4

stay in love???????

uhhh... nothing much fer today..
smlm aku tido 13 jam.
biol wehh...

hahahaha...
lately i've heard sum stories about him..
x tau la nape sender tuh gtau aku..
mayb niat baek or buruk.
aku just hahhahaaahaa...
cos aku tau die cam ne..
i trust him too much??
mayb..
so he deny that fact..
aku pon ok je laa..
nothing suspicious pon.

tp kekadang..
terpikir gak..
was he with some other girl
while i'm here sitting and snoring at the same time??
hahhahaha...

biar lah..
the truth doesn't smack at my face just yet.
kalu betol tuhan nk tunjuk, Die tunjuk kn an..
:D

be realistic about it babe.

P/S: sayang, if u read this.. jgn pk bukan2. aku caye kt ko. and aku harap ko cam 2 gak kt aku yee..
and aku bakal ke sana nant.. rindu ko sayang!! muah666x. ilysdm.

sad day

another sad day.

hahahah..
i'm ok now..
bout that 14.2...
arghh.. still haunted me..

skrg ok dah kot.
adoii..
i've got nothing to say utk ari neh..
yg besh nye mkn mcd.
hahahah..
boikot?
sangap mcd bhaii..
bhahahhhahahahahah.......

frustrated.
camera x dpt lg.
keje x de.
g kl baget x de..
adoi..

hujung mggu nk bli baju.
tp duet x de..
bhahahaha..
cam gampang....

ari ni aku x contact sape2 pon..
not even him..
kedid x de ok.

duet2.. trun la kau dr langit..
hujan duet..... hujan duet...............

being dumped on valentine.

14.02.09..
valentine's day.

at first i'm feeling ok jee..
rutin cam biase..

but when came to 3 or 4 a.m..
i'm feeling a bit shaky.
supposed ari ni die recording..
well.
i think it didn't went well.
so he text me crazy messages..
ade la yg die x puas ati here and there about that recording..
i'm trying to calm him down..
by making some jokes and said that i've miss him so much..
turns out.
it getting worse..
he start cursing me with harsh words..
i'm ok. as a matter a fact, i'm used to it.


i didn't see it coming actually.
he said he's getting rid of me out of his life.
i was bumped and shocked.
who doesn't right??
well, i'm kindda ignore that question.
i'm not ready to answer it now.
my tears are dripping out of nowhere.
i didn't noticed it.

suddenly he called.
he start shouted at me like hell..
i was so quite.
then tutt..tutt..tuttt...

i've been a bad girlfriend.
i'm sorry. i'm so scared of letting you go.

new game new software

hahah... aku sebok maen ngan software bru neh plus game2 yg bru aku donload..
sampai blog pon da lupe..
bhahhahaha...

skrg neh pon, aku ayik gile babi maen game fashion wars kt mepes neh..
hahahah...

aneh2 je..

:D

neway, skrg aku lapa laa...
babi tol..

dah ar x tido g..
tension keje x dapt2..

phewkymark tol!!

huh.

abah

hahah..
my rutin cam biase jee..
adoi..

pg umah tok. gosip bout old things..
and my mum start spelling my dad's name again..
she said she's gonna find him.
i'm glad..

dah la bru je tgk citer crazy/beautiful kt youtube..
i miss my kiki and my dad.
hahahahah...

pelik..??
yah..

aku dah lame x jumpe, x ckp ngan bapak aku..
not even on the phone or text massaging since last year..
pathetic?? yahh..

die ilangkn diri lame dahh..
x de kaba brite pon..
aku pon x tau die idop lg ke x..

abah.

i used to hate him because of his stupid attitude leaving me, my mom and my lil' brothers.
ade gak dlu aku penah wished that he'll go away..
and he did.. and never came back to see us.


hahaahah..
aku x kesah if he still hate or mad at me..
tp jgn la tinggal adek2 aku ngan mak aku cam tu je tanpe tinggal pape.
yah.. i'm still mad at him.
still does till now..

i miss the good old days.
mama, abah, kaklong, syafiq, syamel, syazwan.
as 1 family.

abah,
i miss you.
sincerely..... your only daughter / a girl you've taught how to walk, ride a bike, playing badminton, etc.