being dumped on valentine.

14.02.09..
valentine's day.

at first i'm feeling ok jee..
rutin cam biase..

but when came to 3 or 4 a.m..
i'm feeling a bit shaky.
supposed ari ni die recording..
well.
i think it didn't went well.
so he text me crazy messages..
ade la yg die x puas ati here and there about that recording..
i'm trying to calm him down..
by making some jokes and said that i've miss him so much..
turns out.
it getting worse..
he start cursing me with harsh words..
i'm ok. as a matter a fact, i'm used to it.


i didn't see it coming actually.
he said he's getting rid of me out of his life.
i was bumped and shocked.
who doesn't right??
well, i'm kindda ignore that question.
i'm not ready to answer it now.
my tears are dripping out of nowhere.
i didn't noticed it.

suddenly he called.
he start shouted at me like hell..
i was so quite.
then tutt..tutt..tuttt...

i've been a bad girlfriend.
i'm sorry. i'm so scared of letting you go.